differant kinds of grief

i have alawyes been so sure that my own problems willl end oneday, i didn't really worry that this grief may not end, i only felt helpless when it comes to things that i cannot change, things that are larger than me, bigger than a beautiful song for Mounir or a nice plate of koshary,what really throughs me into complete agony is the feeling of incapableness that i feel

i wish that onday i will learn how defeat that very special kind of grief because i have my one ways to defeat my different kinds of sadness and griefs