Kathleen Kelly:People are always saying that change is a good thing. But all they're really saying is that something you didn't want to happen at all... has happened. My store is closing this week. I own a store, did I ever tell you that? It's a lovely store, and in a week it'll be something really depressing, like a Baby Gap. Soon, it'll be just a memory. In fact, someone, some foolish person, will probably think it's a tribute to this city, the way it keeps changing on you, the way you can never count on it, or something. I know because that's the sort of thing I'm always saying. But the truth is... I'm heartbroken. I feel as if a part of me has died, and my mother has died all over again, and no one can ever make it right.
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Kathleen Kelly: I love daisies.  
Joe Fox: You told me.  
Kathleen Kelly: They're so friendly. Don't you think daisies are the friendliest flower?  
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Kathleen Kelly: What will NY152 say today, I wonder. I turn on my computer. I wait  impatiently as it connects. I go online, and my breath catches in my  chest until I hear three little words: You've got mail. I hear nothing.  Not even a sound on the streets of New York, just the beating of my own  heart. I have mail. From you.
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Kathleen Kelly: [writing to "NY152"] Once I read a story about a  butterfly in the subway, and today, I saw one! It got on at 42nd and off  at 59th, where, I assume, it was going to Bloomingdales to buy a hat  that will turn out to be a mistake, as almost all hats are. 
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Kathleen Kelly: [in an email to Joe Fox] The odd thing about this  form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing  than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant  more to me than so many somethings. 
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Kathleen Kelly: [writing to "NY152"] Sometimes I wonder about my  life. I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small - and sometimes I  wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave?  So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when  shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I  just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night,  dear void. 
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Joe Fox: The whole purpose of places like Starbucks is for people with no  decision-making ability whatsoever to make six decisions just to buy one  cup of coffee. Short, tall, light, dark, caf, decaf, low-fat, non-fat,  etc. So people who don't know what the hell they're doing or who on  earth they are can, for only $2.95, get not just a cup of coffee but an  absolutely defining sense of self: Tall. Decaf. Cappuccino. 
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Joe Fox: Well... if I hadn't been Fox Books and you hadn't been The Shop Around the Corner, and you and I had just, well... met...  
Kathleen Kelly: I know.
Joe Fox: Yeah. I would have asked for your number, and I wouldn't have been able to wait twenty-four hours before calling you and saying, "Hey, how about... oh, how about some coffee or, you know, drinks or dinner or a movie... for as long as we both shall live?"
Kathleen Kelly: Joe...
Joe Fox: And you and I would have never been at war. And the only thing we'd fight about would be which video to rent on a Saturday night.
Kathleen Kelly: Well, who fights about that?
Kathleen Kelly: I know.
Joe Fox: Yeah. I would have asked for your number, and I wouldn't have been able to wait twenty-four hours before calling you and saying, "Hey, how about... oh, how about some coffee or, you know, drinks or dinner or a movie... for as long as we both shall live?"
Kathleen Kelly: Joe...
Joe Fox: And you and I would have never been at war. And the only thing we'd fight about would be which video to rent on a Saturday night.
Kathleen Kelly: Well, who fights about that?

 
 
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